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content					Name:emo Age:14 Star Sign:Virgo D.o.B: 10-09-1995 Likes: 平成JUMP NYC リラクス Dislikes: backstabbers spammers disgusting insects Wishlist: world travelling [japan] JUMP concerto visit Johnnys Jimushou	Monday, September 21, 2009 : 12:04 AM : I am actually SOMEONE ELSE happiness.. can i actually get my own happiness?? i.. don't think so i can.. i am always alone.. shopping alone.. talk alone.. sleep alone.. surfing internet alone.. eat alone.. drink alone.. everything i did.. is all alone.. im all by myself.. friends.. are they really needed in our life?? i don't know.. will they lend us a hand when you are in need of one?? i don't know this either.. friends should not be neglecting each another.. friends are supposed to be with each other.. their heart was still together no matter how far is the distance between both of them.. but why.. currently.. i felt no more hearts following mine?? i am a klutz.. i am useless.. i can do nothing to prevent all this from happening.. i am always being neglected by my friends.. no one understands me fully.. not even a person who understands me 50% .. perhaps 50% is a high target.. i think.. do i have a true friend?? this is the question that i always asked myself.. whenever i had something troubling me.. is there anyone noticed about my strange behavior?? NO!! i always thought that there WILL be someone living for me in this world.. its just that we haven't meet each other only.. this is what i trust and how i survive without true friends.. i think i can only depend on myself.. i can't depends on anyone.. i am not myself.. i am someone else.. no one gets to understand me.. the cheerful and talkative image are only IMAGE~ it's only a imagination.. or a way to disguise myself.. i felt that i am so vulnerable.. its only a way of protecting myself.. my personality.. my heart.. my feelings.. my thoughts.. no one knows it.. and would there be a person who can understand me completely?? NOPE!!! NO ONE IS GOING TO UNDERSTAND ME!!! EmO	小仔比仔 Han Leng Joeye Chandele Kerena Imperfectionist XD ~Betty~ Ashley Ratana Adeline Aini Morning Glory Carmen Sweet Bunn hlx3bb aka Hui Ling Karen	okie..i know what i am gonna write later might ca... Arron Yan Ya Lunisactivebelievablebravecaringchar... happi3 haizz..tomorrow got choir..singing the song "Satu ... arron is so charming even when he is listening to... happi3 birthday to myself^^woohoo..im happy this b... i am again..having problems in my life..i hate bei... 恶魔 wakaka.. my artwork..not very nice.. why??too pla... woohoo.. elda came my house AGAIN..but she is goin...	Designed by miss愛 Picture~ Featuring: the GazettE Music~ Song: 「剥離」(Hakuri), 紅蓮 (Guren), 13STAIRS[-]1, 白き優鬱 (Shiroki Yuutsu), DIM SCENE Band: the GazettE Album: DIM Support the Band! Playlist~ MixPod